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It’s been forever since I’ve been on my site. I don’t know why either. I think I just have to be in the mood to really sit down and write. Or type.

I’ve been really busy with class and trying to stay a step ahead so I don’t get washed back or washed out. That has me stressed. Also, I still have no idea where I am being stationed so I can’t even really plan anything yet. And I graduate on November 5! I need to know so I can budget my money. I know I want to move off base. So, I need to start planning out furniture and stuff. There is just so much to do!

There have already been a couple people who have come and gone as friends. One of them, we don’t even acknowledge each other in passing. There’s a big backstory to that, though. One I really don’t want to get into. He lied. That sums it up. Another friend got mad at me. Instead of telling me what was wrong, he acted weird around me and then I asked if he was mad at me. “eh” was his reply. Then, I gave him a day and I asked him again when he was still being weird and he just said “eh” again. I asked him to tell my why and he won’t tell me. It just fucking pisses me off because I have no idea what I did. Gah. So, I’m just sick of trying to make friends while still in tech school.

Cecilia and Colin might be coming to visit this weekend. I’m excited about that. I just have to call the Angelo Inn today, during the day and try to make a reservation for them. Also, I am gonna be going out with someone on Saturday. I’m nervous because I don’t know if I like the guy or not. But, I have only talked to him once.

Sooo…. I’m gonna go. I’m watching “Pleasantville” before going to bed. I’m surprised that I’m still awake. I had a big cup of coffee in class today.